i miss you so much.

that i feel like walking to your house to wait for you to come home.
that i'm so close to driving over to daryl's house.
that i'm even closer to driving over to daryl's house with coffee as an excuse.
that i can't concentrate on what i'm reading.
that i can't stop crying.
that i want to use my request to see you.
that i jump at every sms, msg and door knock.
that i want to watch the lifts, hoping it'll stop at 7 and u'd be there.
that i can't explain it.

yea. "i'll be too busy to miss him when he's gone".

who am i trying to kid.