RAWRRRRR.

i'm like growing super impatient. and super irritated with csfc. and well. overwhelmed also. like there's so much to know. so much that i don't know. so much that i've forgotten. i soooo want to give up. like. argh. no matter how much you study there's no end. and like. i can't stand it when people give you the 'u're supposed to know this' look. and like are totally annoyed that you don't know these things. and like. to me..wasn't there a time where u didn't know these things? super broked-ded.

there's no syllabus. there's no. set things that we must do for osces. i mean. ok there is. but everyday there's sooo much to catch up on that i'm so lost. suddenly within a wk we're mugging talleys to no end. and this is just the first wk of the 3-4 wks that we're in medicine. and when surgery starts. all this starts all over again. and whyyyy weren't we taught anatomy in the 2nd year. i bet i would fare so much better in csfc if i just finished anat. although starting with microb when we first enter med sch is insane also. ARGH. i hope i'm not the only one feeling like that.

ok. it's back to my books. this never ends.