i think i've never said this enough.

that i really thank God for my family. they might not be the bestest bestest bestest family. but hey. they're awesome to me. like. my mum's always been there. to talk to. to whine to. when me and my brother are hungry she nv fails to offer to cook instant mee for us..or bring us out for supper..or give us money to call macs or smthing..it's like. wow lor.

then my dad. i know i always bitch and whine abt my dad. but i think. thru tons of prayer and tons of perseverence. and a change of heart by me (thx God.) i've come to realize that he's really not all that bad. he really cares. sometimes he can be really difficult to love. and like. easy to hate. but whenever i need a lift from anywhere, he's always ready. and he never says no. and like when i was having my exams. he would msg me all the time. call me and ask me how's my revision. and ask if i needed supper. when i'm in hall ok. last time i used to think that he was being irritating then he always msgs me and calls me. but now i see it. he remembers. he really does love. :) awesome stuff God does man.

and my brother. like last time it used to be like. i'm damn scared of him and everything. but now like since i moved home. i've taken to talking to him more. also cuz like. both of us stay up. and like. get hungry and whine abt studying. and talk abt naruto and bleach and yugioh. hahahaha. thank God for anime. :P so it's been awesome also la. then i think my brother's temper has gone down like super super super alot. which is. woohooooo! :)

really really thanks God man. i could have never seen myself posting this post. but. wow. good stuff. just goes to show. that all u need to do. is pray. just ask. ask whatever ur heart desires. if u keep praying for it. if u persevere. God will do the most amazing things that u could have never thought possible.

like. putting me in med. giving me thams and irene as my cg mates. giving me friends like. everyone. hahahaha. giving me a bf like keith. wat more could i ask. ever so thankful today.