WOOOHOOOOOO!

i'm going to PARIS BAYYBEHHH! andddd of course. london tooooo! woooot. like really really really couldn't ask God for any more than this! of course then He'll nv fail to surprise me with even more awesome stuff! ohoh. then after london and shopping and spending time with keithhh. i get to sit the a380 homeeee. biz class somemore. shiokkkkkness. thank You God. really.

and like just the other day i was thinking back. and retracing my steps thru life right. He's really. wowww-ed me. i never imagined myself here in medicine. all that worrying and stressing in sec sch..in jc..He intended for all this happen. every step of the way. planned meticulously. planned miraculously. planned amazingly.

and i can't find any reason not to trust Him to pull off even more awesome and exciting stuffs in my life. imagine. my perfect future as of now. i want to marry keith. (dun worry he knows this and i'm not scaring him off with the commitment thing that freaks guys out.) i want twins. one boy. one girl. i want an awesome house. i want a stable job. without night calls. i want perfect kids who grow up perfectly. i want an awesome married life. i don't want the love to fade after marriage. i want sooooo many things. and it all already sounds oh-so-perfect to me. and just think. it's goign to be x10000000000000000 better. phwoar.

i think God's really been awesome in this 2008 for me man. i could have never imagined cg this awesome. such a great big superduperooper encouragement to me. WOOOHOOO. and even in my studies. i'm not extremely stressed out. i don't feel like i know everything and i'm going to do super well or what. i'm not spouting nonsense. (this means knowing stuff at the tip of ur fingertips. which. sounds weird.) but yet i feel this ease. the peace. and when the exam paper comes. it. usually is answerable. which by my standards is already. YAYYY! hahaha.

and like my parents are in the same cggg. totally got sabo-ed by God...but awesome stuff. just goes to show that He's got something great planned man! yayyyy.

so yes yes yes. 2008 has been awesome awesome. and it's going to be even more awesomeee. with year3 and seeing how all of this applies in real life. and getting to actually talk to patients. i think i'm going to grow (not in height. hurhur.) soooo MUCH. i can't wait. and doing clinicals with irene and thammy...means that i'll get constant brotherly and sisterly support from them. which. wowwww. is awesome too mann.

muax God. love ya the most.