RAWRRRRR. why do i even bother trying to argue. what for sia. you make it seem like such a big thing that u're giving me my one night of freedom. so i should chiong, mahjong and bridge all in one night i tell you.

anywayyy. i think i also have to seriously grow up. and STOP GRIPING abt this stupid issue. damn. it's a small thing lor. and i think i'm damn sensitive also. damn. must stop all this nonsense. stop complaining. stop looking at the grass greener thing. stop talking about it. stop it ALL.

shut up audz. seriously. before i kick myself. or beat myself. RAWRRR.

i'm asking You for wisdom. and maturity. and less sensitivity please. (and some sambal stingray.)