and so. no more dr tham.

quite heartbroken when i heard the news really. like. although it seemed like a really far-fetched dream...and i was trying my hardest not to get my hopes up..still there'd be that little simmer of hope that i'd get it. and so i guess the fall isn't that hard..right?

also...the 8 years of studying, memorizing and going siao with thick books..and the 36hr-day of the 3 years housemanship for medicine is slowly starting to put me off..maybe i'm trying to convince myself ya? *shrug*

but this all IS in God's perfect plan..so if it's fass then it's fass. doomed to be mark's junior. oh horror of horrors. but psychology is going to be oh so hard to get in. how how how? mug like siao lor. wat to do. but i guess fass isn't that bad also? aiyah.

so...to appeal or not to appeal. how? dunno if i should just take it as it comes or try to get into medicine. i'm more inclined towards leaving it as it is? *shrug* gotta pray abt it..and talk to parents as well.

thank u to my super lovely darling keith. who spent so much time and effort cheering me up today. and helping me with my horrible blisters and heels. thank ewe!

weddings...don't they always make u feel like getting married? hahahahahah...