freaking pissed. notice how everyone around you is different and so there's no place for comparison. my brother's older and he's a guy so can't compare. then like yihui is yihui. pao is pao. diff from you. if their parents choose to let them go then that's their parents choice but i'm ur parent and i say no. WTH.

well. take note that all this conversation did NOT take place. but i can just so imagine it happening in my head. bah. parents. you can complain about them your whole life...and at the end, you find that no matter how old you are, you can't out-argue them. well. that's unless you totally dun give a shit and just do your own way.

anyway. no point complaining here also. in the end they still win right? well. just gotta respect them for who they are and what they do to you ba. i mean. God chose ur parents. and He knows that they're the perfect parents for you...although most of the time you're like...why do i have you as my dad/mum?! and well. gotta listen to them cuz listening to them is obediance to God as well.

i think i'm convincing myself.