suddenly it's cold. scaring myself abt my results. just like about everyone else. oh well.

i know God'll be there. He'll be there with me. whatever the outcome is. He has smthing planned. and we'll never see it coming. till the sunglasses are removed, we'll never see. and we'll never understand.

somehow that comforts me a little. but there's still an ocean of worry and fear. expectations are what we put on ourselves. i think i just put a 10000kg bag on my poor weak heart.

really quite tired of waiting and hoping. just tired maybe. the break tmr will be gd i guess. time to catch up on sleep. on my super uncomfortable bed. hooray.

meanwhile...esther's tag shall be replied another time! hahaa..yupyup.