feeling guilty for something that u shouldn't be feeling guilty for. hM. i could say it's habit. used to it. but bah. lousy excuse. it really is such a crappy excuse. just like pms. bah. but sometimes really really got cramps then really pms la. but everything can't be attributed to pms.

anyway back to the pt. i can't believe i'm feeling guilty. super stupid la. like really really no reason to. ARGH. well. it is true that your past experiences shape who you are and how you think...but you can change them. cuz you are you. and you decide how you wanna react and how you wanna think.

i think so.

i'm expressionless. boo. and my mum used to tell me that i had this carebear book of expressions that i love. and i'd do all the expressions as i flip the pages..from happy to sad..to angry to shocked. i guess i forgot all of that.

aiyer. does it mean that i've been so used to ren3-ing till i've lost all emotion? like i'm ok with everything. anything la. patience is a virtue? but i guess the limits still exist. just that. huh. i'm used to it? argh. i dunno what i'm talking abt anymore la.

aiyerr.