it's mid may. and it seems like nothing is happening. then again. time is ticking by. and school's going to start soon. and i guess stuff will start happening the moment i get my letter from nus. which is taking 10000 years. but after i start sch. it's 2 more mths to gdbye. and then 3 mths of painpain. then 3 wks of bliss! but i guess thru that 3 mths of pain i have my impatiently-waiting-for-bfs club. hahha. i'm pretty sure i wouldn't be abe to get thru those 3 mths without u girls.

well. i'm glad that it's not 2 mths as of yet. it's 4 mths. which isn't particularly really long. it's just slightly less than the time that i've been with keif. (haha.) it all seems so fast. which is gd right? hahaaa. (and i still have like 9 days to think of a gift. oh horror of horrors.)

my tuition kids are beginning to stack up on me. which is gd cuz the money's coming i guess. not a lot but still cash. but it's a lot of time. and i'm having tuition almost everyday. (at least when june starts that is.) which is. still better than school i guess. but at school you have friends. and uhh! i just remembered that new school means new friends and everything all over again. hahahaa. slow me.

but for girls. i think it's really time that we grow up and become uni students again. ironic. grow up to be students. is that why girls mature faster than boys? cuz they're forced to make their decision early? so i guess army does really turn boys into men. hahahahaa. ouch.

gotta start clearing my rm soon. to make way for all the new stuff. soon. eventually. never. hahahaha.

aiyoh. this post sooo disorganized. just all my nonsense thoughts ba. like. ya. hahaha. not much of thoughts hor.

and this para supposed to be the first thing i'm blogging abt. but well. it's here at the bottom. hahaa. just came back from a cruise with keif and his parents. mmm...a bit freaky la. but not that bad. hahaha. not as bad as i thought. the cruise itself was boring. like nothing much to do on the ship. but at least i had keif with me. and it felt super ooooper shiok to be like on holiday with him. and stay up late. and go for 1230am suppers. hahaha.

aiyerrr...nus letter quik come to mee. i'm getting impatient. i want school to start. then again. i dun want it to start. cuz once sch starts means keif is leaving soon. boo.

and i realized that i'm whining. a LOT. i have to stop. and i keep crying. siao dingdong ok. insane me. i have to get the strong i-dun-cry-and-i-dun-whine audrey back. where are u!! boo.

i miss mee. and ewe too.