sigh. really tired. i think i might be pms-ing. oh horror of horrors.

my teeth are uncomfortable thx to retainers. my whole mouth hurts thx to ulcers. thus. forgive my lack of words these few days retainers just make me not want to talk. and the ulcers make it even worse. sigh. i am SO pms-ing.

really tired of rushing my nus application also. like. i wanna wake up..and laze at keith's place. not wake up..go keith's place..go cgh..then go church and rush to the post office. like. how tiring is that. with all the walking and buses. BOO. i'm such a lazy pig. on the other hand my mum's nagging about how impt all this is. and abt how this one document could affect my whole life career path. which is true. but. sigh. i'm really tired of it.

and although i haven't been doing much for easter and t-retreat. i feel damn tired already. like i don't check my mail for 2 days. and suddenly it has like 10+ emails with all the updates on both. gosh. i haven't even started work on my missions stuff. dun wanna know what happens then. but. sigh. just damn tired. and feeling too tired and lazy to care abt anything happening anymore.

i hate pms-ing. it really is a lousy excuse for being in a bad mood. i'm sleeping early tonight. and waking up early in the morning to get my stupid letter from cgh. i was like 10min away from there today. and now i have to go all the way back. boo. why did i even bother to do the 3 essays. really tired with it now. really tired with myself.

bah.