reminiscing the past. bad stuff.

thinking abt him. again. sigh. why is it always him! *breathes out* i guess he really has my biggest soft spot. like i don't see him v often and all. but when i do. like. everything just melts. and there's so many times that i just wanna talk to him but i dunno wat to talk abt. hahahaa. doesn't this happen to everyone. but i guess i really miss him a lot. and taking the bus today really made me think of EVERYTHING that happened. all the small things. the conversations. the tears. the heartbreaks. the laughters (plenty to go around) hahahaa. i nv thought abt it till today. but yesterday when i was typing my blog..i was like. yea i wanna tell him that i really like him and all. and i didn't realize that i was thinking that till today. till now. does it mean i like him all over AGAIN? gosh. i can't believe i'm going thru this cycle.

argh.