in school typing out this blog and wasting my time away until the horrid guitar practise starts. didn't even bring my score..jialat jialat. sigh. feeling quite heavy hearted now. i think i just did my kill joy thing again.

mayb i brought the joke too far. but i really thought that you were someone who could take these kinda jokes. but i guess those jokes wore spikes/thorns/watever. i'm not sure abt this. mayb i'm WAY over reacting again. i think that somehow those jokes hurt u pretty deep and you didn't like the thought of those jokes turning into a reality. mayb it was because you changed ur appt to meet me for lunch. and mayb u had to go through a ton of trouble to change your appt. i'm sorry. i had no idea. and i probably should have been more sensitive and not carried the joke so far. i did think about stopping the joke. but i really thought that you could handle it. *shrug* guess not.

sorry. lunch?