the day after guitar concert. but it seems like such a long time ago that i was performing on stage. i remember telling roshni that it's the last 4bars of when you believe..and the last 4bars that i'll ever play on this stage. and the tears almost flowed.

aiyoh. i dunno how many paragraphs i've typed then deleted. there are so many things that are just running around in my head. all the memories of all the things that ever happened to me cuz of guitar. the tears. the heartache. the bonds. the friendships. the tempers. the pain. we've all been through so much. and these memories will nv ever pass me by.

[roshni] thx SO much for always being really patient and understanding with me. gosh. i can be so irritating sometimes. and you just take it all in your stride. i nv really told you this. but i've always looked up to you as someone who could priortise work and guitar and play. and at your ability to just keep that sense of happiness in you. u've been such a blessing in my life and i couldn't think of anyone else who i could have worked so well with in guitar. i love you loads. *muacks!*

[kateh] got closer to you when i started going for alpha and all. thx for always being a big pillar of support in my life! always encouraging me along. and believing in me! i'm really sorry abt the 2+2+1 thing that i stirred up the other time. and i think i could have handled the situation a lot better but i didn't. sorry. but thx for being a great brother in Christ!

[patpat] the guy that got me all started abt all the memories of guitar! haahha. i'm really glad that u've been a part of all those memories! (i just remembered us ice-skating together!) super fun la! hahha. i think u've taught me a lot about treasuring things. and not taking them for granted. so i really thank you for that! and u also always encourage me (to go out with you guys) hahaha. thx!

[jeremy] thx so much for being so supportive for guitar. i don't think i could have lasted the whole journey of syf+concert without your encouragement and strong faith in us! and u did a great job in 'now&forever'! well done!

sigh. there are so many ppl that i want to thank and say sorry to in the whole of guitar. and well. i can't possibly do everyone. so thx to everyone for being there for me! charlene. sarah. yao guo. bala. eileen. sheralyn. simin. dominique. sweekuan. justus. vincent. yong guan. liang hong. jessie. yingying. karfu. kahshin. zikai. a big *muacks!* to u guys! i totally couldn't have done it without you guys! and not forgetting mr gaspar and mr raj!

thx to all the ppl who came down to support also! and the flowers! i was SO touched la. hahahaa. mum. dad. brother. jiejie. mama. qinglian. jesher. deborah. jiahui. ryan. liting. wilfred (take care dude) eeteng. esther. anu. anna. cynthia. *muacks!* too!

it's been a great ride.