here she is again. all worked up and pissed. as usual. while the world goes round and round. without a care. and here she is. typing at her laptop furiously. venting out all her frustrations. while people around her only see her 'hahahas' and :) -s. nah. she'll be fine with it. it's just a small thing anyway. why would she get all agitated and worked up over such a small matter? bah. she'll be absolutely fine. everyone believes in her smiles. in her joy. (or at least she thinks so. somehow she's not sure anymore.)

it's true. she shouldn't be worked up. i mean. it's happened b4 right? no surprise there. well. she thought they changed. she thought wrong.

no wonder it rained today.