saw some newborns today. and u could stare into their eyes..forever. they're these perfect little beings. all ready to take on the world. ready to face each day anew. and i'm kinda babbling cuz i know what i want to say but i can't seem to find the words to say it right.

it's like.

they're so delicate. fragile. and yet so hardy.

and i thought about 'faith like a child' today. them. they trust their mothers so much. they believe with all their heart that their mothers would do everything good for them. even if their mothers give them the most bitter medicine, they'd still cling on to her cuz that's all they know to do. and. i guess that's what God meant about faith like a child. to go thru each trial and still cling on to Him. cuz it was what we were made to do. we weren't made to secondguess Him. to argue with Him and find some wriggleroom in what He asks us to do. faith like a child means to have that. dependence on Him. for everything. food. security. comfort. love. care.

then of course there's the whole. grow out of spiritual milk and find some 'meat' to eat. thing. i dunno why it's significant. but i just thought of it.

and. how can u look a baby/infant/child. and not feel that it's just this perfect creation that only God could have accomplished. and. for once. i feel proud to be a woman (ok fine girl.) and be an integral part of that creation. and to have a special bond with that perfect creation.

*melts*

as u probably already know. i almost wanted to smuggle a baby home. hahahahaha. :)