today is. weird out day. and add 'slightly moody' to that mix also.

like was supposed to go to m'sia and do all these fun things. and in the end it caves. maybe God' s keeping me away from m'sia cuz it's not safe for me. i dunno. but i really wanted to go. there. i said it. and i truly spent so much time planning and preparing just so that it'll be easier for ppl to come. and nope. not happening. i wish i was a boy. then i could just go to KL with a whole bunch of people and gender didn't matter. but then again. if i were a boy. dress shopping wouldn't appeal to me. so. guess not. hahahaa...

and then like. after pros. everyone's all tired out and stuff. and heads home. hahahaa. it's like we're aging so fast. when we're supposed to be at like. the age where we can do anything and almost everything we want. stay out late. drive cars. drink alcohol. of course not drink and drive. but u get my pt. as in yea. i'm tired too. but to me like. every minute after exams is precious cuz like. even sleeping is a waste of time. i should be out enjoying and watching movies and shopping and travelling and doing all these things. grrrr. but i guess home's good also la. though. outside is kinda better.

like today. after movie. everyone just goes home. it's so. weird! i guess maybe there really is nothing much to do around here. everyone's broke. no money = no shopping = no movie = no eating out = no going out. guess that kinda makes sense. but still. i want to get out. grrrrr.