why should i feel discouraged?
why should the shadows come?
why should my heart feel lonely?
and long for heaven and home?

when Jesus is my portion
a constant friend is He
His eye is on the sparrow
and i know He watches over me...
- sister act II

feeling v tired from studying. no drive to study. no motivation to study. no mood to study even. feeling kinda helpless from all this school thing. lost in biochem. lost in abm. going to get soooo lost in pelvis. lost in blood. lost in cvs. lost in everything. sigh.

but. despite of ALL this nonsense being thrown at me. and rained on me. i'm gonna stand strong. God put me here in medicine. which is a miracle in itself. He has a purpose for me here. and i'm here with His blessing. and He's gonna get me thru all this rubbish. He's gonna clear all the rubbish in me and water's gonna overflow from my well. (yay pastor juliette!)

His eye is on the sparrow...so what makes you think He isn't watching over you. all the more He'd watch over you. you're His prized creation. He's gone wayyy before you to shield the path for you.

thank you God. :)
for watching over the sparrow. and me.