argh!!! *pulls hair out*

super sian of studying. super sian of putting myself thru this nonsense called med sch. super sian of the mad rush to know everything there is to know. super sian of just trying to get by day to day. super sian of not having you here right beside me. and of course. super sian that it's only the first week after midsem break.

give me back my life. give me back my joy. give me back my keith.

well. it's kinda sad that my life is medicine and well. somehow in some weird disgusting way. i find my joy in medicine. hahahaaha.

and now i dunno what i'm complaining about anymore. i'm just. finding a reason to slack off. hahahahaa. i'm mad.