blog reading is bad. supremely bad. listening to sway-sway music while blog reading is worse. the worst combi ever. sigh.

why did i have to go read that stupid blog. why can't i appreciate how i am now. why am i so hard to please. why in the world did i continue clicking. gosh. how stupid can i get manz. and why am i so stupid!

it's less than a wk to a's. SIAN. not that i'm v prepared la. 23 days to my freedom. 24 days to meeting suchang. 27 days to removing my braces (and anna's bdae!!). yay.

when God. when. i know you'll bless me with something so wonderful and something so great that i could nv ask for more. but. sigh. why am i so impatient. why can't i have it now. so many ppl around me are enjoying it. but not me. i wouldn't say it's unfair. but it's just. why can't i have it now. how many more years will you ask me to wait. sigh. sorry.

i'm whining to God. :)