so. they argue. no surprise there. and it just dawned on me (after dunno how many years) that he's someone who really doesn't care. but then again. he didn't start out like that. i think he's like been through so much bad experiences that he really can't be bothered anymore. and i think that sucks. both aspects of it. the fact that he's become like that cuz of all the bad experiences (that i probably had a part in). and the fact that he's like that.

well. the gd news is that. cuz of all this. i feel an even stronger urge to pray for him. praise!