actually wanted to type something here. and disregard the fact that i'm talking abt someone who reads this blog. but nah. i wun say anything. not to you at least.

i dunno how to put this in words. the feeling is so. complex. or yet. mayb words are too complex for this simple feeling.

disappointment hits harder than happiness. like. put both together..and happiness just doesn't seem so happy anymore. (sigh. i'm really stuck.)

mayb i'm just so immensely disappointed with myself that i've lost my sense of feeling. yea. mayb that's it.

then again...nvm.