our God is an awesome God
He reigns from heaven above
with wisdom, power and might
our God is an awesome God

heard so many beautiful songs today. you know how the feeling sucks to not be able to sing? like it's late at night and u can't sing your lungs out. it's like. suppressing the feeling within you. but i think and know that God knows my heart..and it is still a worship unto Him. there must be more than this...

and something salene said today hit me in the face. it was about her looking at the music min having their band practise..and she suddenly realized that that's what God does. He sits quietly and watches us as we practise. and that's worship. that's all there is to it.

there's nothing glorifying about it. and it's something that we do as what we do. like when we choreograph a dance for God. or when we play for cg. or bring food for cg. or to serve someone in anyway. it's all worship. that's it. it's that simple. this is it.

mayb u guys din really know. but my walk with God hasn't been too steady these few wks. i do my qt in the morning b4 i start my sch day. and during exams and wkends..this schedule gets disrupted. and so now i need to find a time..where i can really sit myself down to talk to God. to know and understand His heart.

and everytime we fall asleep while praying..it's as though falling asleep while talking to ur friend face to face. and this time it's not just your friend. it's God. beautiful is Your name..Yahweh...

and today. i saw the angels again. in the youth service. with everyone who was praying. i'm not sure how many were sleeping or whatever. it doesn't matter. they were with us. they're always with us. really watching over us. enveloping us..hiding us in the shadow of His wings...and it's there that i seek refuge...

well. it's time for the little angel in my heart to clean this big dirty glass of my heart. i love you...