sigh. thx for pouring cold water on me.

it's time for me to just take facts as they are. some ppl are created smarter than you. and that's the way it is. yeap. i know. God made us all special in every way. and i'm really thankful for the way i am.

now. it's only about whether it's enough for this greedy heart of mine.

thx too. for telling me that things will work out alright. i really hope they do. but just when things finally worked out. after SO long. i'm afraid this weak heart of mine won't take no for an answer. not now.

perhaps later.