aiyoh. today is such a blogging day. there's just so many thoughts flying through my mind. sigh. going to get headache soon.

i don't mean to spoil everyone's festive mood. yea. cny's great and all. but reading blogs. and hearing abt how families spent lovely times together. just makes me feel all. upset again. no. not upset. disappointed. oh well. which reminds me that i just snapped at my dad again today. what's new right.

u know how ppl are always saying..oh u're the little gal in the house. so everyone would look after u and take special care of u. nonsense. of course if that were to happen to me..i'd just wish that everyone would go away and let me take care of myself. but. too bad that isn't reality.

my stuff is nv as impt as Brother's stuff. i'm the 'little gal' so what i say doesn't matter. and i'll 'never understand'. hey. wtheck la. i was just trying to help. to try to bridge the gap. can't a daughter do just that? i dun wanna say 'i give up!' in the heat of the moment. although i'm v tempted to.

sigh. whatever. i'll 'never understand' anyway.