today!

went of in the morning to tj's church. stupid pok made me wait 20min in an empty parkway parade. thank goodness for bk. hahaha. ya. the church was nice la. the congregation vv small. ya lor. then met some tns friend who i dunno who he is. but he knows who i am. (scary isn't it..) haahaha..ya lor. it was gd seeing tj! and i take back my words the previous time! sitting in his car is NOT safe. he almost killed some old man today. hahahaah. then still complain say he walk slow. and he keeps scolding me for not wearing seatbelt! ya ya. only want people to wear so that u can drive fast fast rite. haahaha. dun think i dunno! hahaaha..yupyup!

then after that went back to cmc! everyone went down for communion except me. cuz i took it at tj's church la. then i was in the gallery. and it was pretty empty and quiet. and i felt totally peaceful. and like some voice telling me..'you belong here..with Me.' it was totally awesome. until everyone came back up. and starting making noise. -.-

announcement! audz is officially a narcissist! (if tat's the way to spell it) hahahahaa. but u gotta admit the photo is cute lor. ahhahaha. too bad. it IS cute ok.

so looking forward to the coming week!
monday - no guitar.
tuesday - celebrations + go back to dhs.
wednesday+thursday - CNY!!.
friday - xcountry + baking stuff (i think).
saturday - grandma's bdae lunch + dinner with missions people!! (hi sean!!)
sunday - visiting + jts!

sometimes i think that i'm not any good at all...sometimes i wonder why why i'm even here at all...but then You assure me..i'm a little more than useless..when i think that i can't do this..You promise me that i'll get through this...and do something right...do something right for once...