the last 12 days. come on you. push yourself. come ONNN. haahaa...think a lot of us have burnt out. having studied almost every single day after school since the sem started. all the way till now. gosh. but then again. i think that's wat everyone does right? hahaha..so why am i complaining? and i can't believe myself. that i'm only aiming to pass. to really just pass. and scrape myself just off the viva list. just PLEASE don't call me back for vivas. dun call me back for supps. just DON'T call me. pretty please. let me fly happily to uk. let me go. praying my hardest man. and i should be studying my hardest. gah.

and and. i am like. 75% evicted from kevii. yup. so sad right. jcrc already rejected me. so wat's left is therbo. and if that doesn't work out..then it's home for me. which can work out both ways la. there's always the library till late then drive home. don't wanna get caught in the jam anyway. so. hopefully with that much driving..my driving will improve! haaaha...my driving is really really like sai now man. totally cannot gauge things. die lo. yup. so sigh. hopefully get to stay in hall la. see how it goes. really wanted to be part of float dance. and wanted to do flag with the juinors. and wanted to be part of the whole basketball experience. all over again. sigh. crap crap crap. wanna be part of that team. RAWR.

giving up our demons. giving up our defences. giving up our dignity.