hah. and there i was gloating that i wouldn't get bitten by the bug. hah. i just fell on my face. just by one photo of rain. i guess walking isn't helping much. seeing it everyday. it kinda numbs you. but then it hits you in the face when you really dun expect it. yea. i know it's been a long time. u (and u AND u.) might have forgotten it. but the words come back. and my imagination runs wild. it really doesn't matter what the destination is. and although i forgot most of the journey.(or your?) well. i remember all that i need to know. or mayb. my mind just chose to forget. and leave it hidden somewhere deep in my memory. behind some door.

mayb i should hide behind that door too. yea.