ARGH. my blog is like not a blog anymore. suddenly i feel that i can't express myself fully on this blog. like you have to constantly keep in mind who is reading your blog..and what messages you're conveying about yourself and about other ppl..it's just too stressful! and what's the point of having a blog when all i do is save my blogs as drafts! and these entries will probably nv surface on my blog. but ironically those entries are the truest ones!

like i start typing the blog. then midway. i decide that no. i dun want to publish this. and so it goes in as a draft. but i guess a blog is for the BLOGGER. and not for anyone else. it just has to fulfil its purpose, whatever it may be, to the user him/herself. the blog may be a form of entertainment..of keeping in touch (mass blog)..of ranting about ur boring life..or just a thought process for the user. but i think no matter what it is..as long as you use it and you feel comfortable with it (like me saving drafts) then that's enough. this blog is MINE. ahahaa..nah..i share it with you guys!

and today i get back from CAM meeting. and suddenly i feel far away from this close friend of mine. i dunno why. tsk. hate this feeling.