i'm not going for prom! hooray! it's not that i dun wanna go for prom or what..but i've been fretting about it for SO long that it's such a chore to think abt whether i'm going for prom or not..or whether this other person is going..or this other other person is going. ok. u get my pt. hahahaha. so yay! i'm not going for prom! and this massive decision is cuz...

i'm going for missions! to thailand/china ba. hooray! kudos to sam for helping me make my decision abt prom! hahahaa. and stressing me abt my hospital attachment and 6mth break.

but. tsk. missions clashes with youth camp also. sigh. but i think God has been leading me to missions? ever since yew chong/salene/alicia/cheryl made their presentation abt the missions trip to china. i couldn't stop sobbing during the thing la! and the ppt had to screw up so had to play from the top..which got me sobbing even more! and i realized that each sunday i went back and i'd think abt missions. yea. so i guess He was preparing me to make this HUGE sacrifice of youth camp. tsk. i think He's laffing in heaven. cuz He knows that i already chose missions. :)

but but. tsk tsk tsk!!! AIYER. *storms off.*