seriously. i'm so pissed/annoyed/whatever that i think it doesn't even come close to pissed. this is seriously shit la. dammit. really feel like giving up and just throwing all my notes out the window and scream 'whatever man!'. it's just so frustrating! and all i can do is rant on and on and on about how jc sucks and how studying sucks. (and how econs really really sucks.) and too bad for u. all you can do is listen to me rant. no keith i'm not going to get 4as. seriously. and no this isn't the time to pat me on the back and say 'hey it isn't so bad. and dun worry. u'll be just fine and u'll do well in the end.' no. this is NOT the time. i have like 5 weeks to prelims and nothing has been revised so far. fantastic. i'm going to do way worse for prelims than for blocks. i'm not joking. i'm scaring the shit outta myself la. i'm so stressed that i could just break down and cry right now. but guess what. there i go and think that i'm wasting my time crying when i could be studying or doing something more useful. instead of thinking that i'm so useless and crying instead of studying. wah dammit.