please DO NOT watch fantastic4. it totally sucks la! waste my money (or rather kai's) and my time! and i was freezing cold in the theatre!

on a softer note. heh. i was mushing quite badly today. more on the way home la. saw tons of ppl that just jerked my memories. tsk. and the mp3s weren't exactly helping. i got so mushed till i didn't even want to read my comic. and i contemplated letting go completely. but. i guess it's one of those things that u dun want to let go..but yet you scold urself for being so stupid for holding on. we'll just wait and see who wins.

i think God can't work cuz i'm holding on. it's just too painful to let go is it. too risky. i dun think i've let go of my dream. although i have widened my choices. and i dun think i've really decided to let go of him. and i think God can't really do anything in my life if i dun let go. but as max said a long time ago. 'for Him to build us up, He must melt us down first. and boy does it hurt like hell.'

boy does it hurt like hell. let go. let go.