shit. crap. dammit.

i hate econs. i hate econs. i hate econs. dammit.

i hate it even more than i hate ss. it's the kind of stupid subject that just gets u so annoyed with everything cuz u memorise close to everything. but that everything can't do nothing for u. shucks. i hate it so much i'm not making sense anymore. dammit.

i know God will pull me through all this stuff. but sorry manz. as of now i can't see it. i've read the passage dunno how many times and i can't squeeze anymore crap out of it. i can't say the teacher sucks. cuz i dunno her that well yet.

**disclaimer: i'm going to say things i dun mean cuz of my frustration. pls take it with a pinch of salt. thx. **

i hate the label mugger. i hate the fact that people take my tutorials to copy. it doesn't matter who it is. but i can't stand it. the joke's over. and i wanna stop acting that teo and kan suck. cuz seriously i dun think they suck. ok mayb teo's got an attitude problem some of the time...but u can't doubt that he's a gd math teacher. mayb kan's methods dun work. but he's trying. can't you guys see tat. ARGH. dammit. and after all of you copy my work, you guys do better than me. fine. i'm stupid and hardworking. and you guys are slack and smart. dammit. effort doesn't equal results. DAMMIT. i'm like super tired of all this crap already la. i wanna quit school. screw being a doctor or a vet. dammit.

and the worst part is. i'm really sick now. my temperature's fluctuating. my feet and hands are cold but my legs and my body are hot. and i've taken medication and all that. and it's not helping. dammit. and my teeth hurt. and i can't eat anything but porridge. and soggy rice. dammit. i need ice cream. but i can't eat it cuz i'm sick. wah thx a lot la. shit. and those things aren't helping. dun even get me started abt how my mum is being totally unfair. and i have to help my OLDER brother decipher his uni homework. logic? it's no wonder why God has his own logics. thank goodness for that.

and did i mention that i absolutely hate econs.