today. was weird. yet surreal.

service was great. the sermon din make much sense. but i guess it was alright la. yupyup. prayed with the newly formed sisterhood. haahaah. it was just great praying with them. and it was really cool to see how they bonded together as part of a cg. :)

and i realized today. that God has really blessed me with joy. and i should use it to fill other people's lives with joy. there are so many things that we can all be thankful for. but i think the hardest thing to be thankful for. are. people. ya. *shrug* i'll get there.


watched 'left behind' today. started sobbing when i saw the people disappearing. can u imagine the pain. the helplessness. and the fear. and the devil is so scary. scary is such an understatement. i seriously feared him. and can u imagine. u were left behind. with the devil still around. it was just so scary. i don't want to be left behind. and yet. i don't want the rest to be either.

young girl, don't cry..i'll be right here when your world starts to fall...

i wish someone would sing that to me and fulfil that promise. i'm so contradicting myself. i find that God has blessed me with joy. and also. i feel that my world is crumbling.