the story of my life. where effort doesn't equal success. yup.

but i guess then. grace and blessings make up for it.

still. praise God ya?

i'm not gonna moan and groan and bitch about it anymore. that's enough audrey. it's more than enough. couldn't you just accept it and thank God for whatever He's given you? couldn't you not want MORE? couldn't you just immediately say thank You and then proceed on to trust Him?

yes. after 1hr of moping around. yes i shall.

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praise. thank You God for giving me a higher purpose. a higher calling. a goal to work towards. not just good results or to do well enough to go to uk. but something in my heart that tells me that i'm not going to give up cuz i know there are ppl and children out there in cambodia who need more medical attention and i'm going to be the one there to give that to them. to tell God that i'm doing this for You. and cuz You put me here..i'm going to finish the work that You set me out to do. i'm going to do this. i can do this. cuz i have You with me. nothing's going to get in my way. nothing is going to tear me down now.