just had this big long talking discussion with yihui today..which was great! yet. it showed me so much unhappiness in my life. as well as hers. and i guess we're both just SO incredibly burdened by all these people around us. (and no it's ur not fault.) and we ourselves are so burdened about our own things...and it suddenly seems that there's no one to share to. and that's where we shared to each other!! yay!

but really got burdened by a lot of things la..friends around have so much going on in their lives. it would seem like such an injustice to complain and tell them abt what's wrong with my life. i'm not asking people out there to ask me abt my life. but i'm just saying that it's just hard. when u have so much going on. and suddenly u feel so distant from everyone. friendships fade. sigh.

remember eating ice cream at haagen daaz? on both occasions? remember just sitting and talking? remember meeting at the grand stand? remember sitting in calvin's car even. remember going to kateh's place? remember standing at the back of the berckman going totally nuts? remember the time...when all these faded away...

i guess things will never be the same again huh?