sigh. parents quarrelled again. what's new right. but come to think of it. it hasn't happened for quite a long while now. but i can't believe that they quarrelled abt some stupid thing. and both were to blame la. mum answered back to dad. dad wanted to be taken care of by mum when he should be taking care of the family. sigh.

brings back a lot of memories abt how i used to dislike my dad. alot. i haven't snapped at him in a long time. which is gd. and well. i dunno. i hope i dun go back to disliking my dad. i'm really sorry to say this but it's just so hard not to be annoyed with him. tat's why i always had the problem with 'honouring your father and mother'. what is honouring. giving way? being filial? showing respect? i dunno anymore. so what if my dad/mum does something wrong. am i in the position to tell them abt it? gosh. i'm getting a headache.

i really pray that things would work out. well. so much for being on high just now. now it's just. plain old quiet me. what gives.